Anakin was expecting an awkward moment this first time. He could shy away from it and prolong the moment, or, maybe just explaining things would help.
He held up his prosthetic arm, it was gun-metal black. He was thinking of changing the color for fun, but hadn't gotten around to it yet. "My arm actually stops here-" He pointed to a spot on the prosthetic that would be a few inches down from his elbow, though the prosthetic had a carbon-fiber fabric that extended up above his elbow to kept the limb snug in place. "All the sensors that make it work are in this space. All the rest," he pointed to the lower part of the arm. "That's just mostly empty space to make it look like an arm as much as possible."
His scars, well, they were a mix of burns and lines where he'd been stitched back together. There was one that cut right through his Air Fore wings tattoo.
He rocked back on his heels and took in just how Anakin looked, where scars were as well as the prosthetic. He listened to what Anakin had to say, of course, and took in information as well.
When Anakin was finished he had exactly one question he was concerned about.
"How careful do I need to be with and of it?" How breakable is it, mostly, is the question he's asking, or easily dislodged or likely to hurt something?
This was a detour in their plans, but probably absolutely necessary.
Anakin reached for Obi-Wan's hand with his robotic hand.
"I can't feel you in the fingers or palm when I do this," he laced their fingers. "But I can feel the whole thing move against this part," he tapped the base near his elbow. "And I can control it enough to bend my fingers a little," and then his fingers curled a bit around Obi-Wan's hand. "But you're not going to break it, the materials are pretty strong." He even tugged back with his hands to show how firmly attached it was to the rest of his arm. It didn't budge.
"I have to see what I am doing if I do things with it, so it's better if I just use it to brace myself rather than try any fancy tricks."
This was probably necessary if they were going to keep doing this, though really he would have waited if Anakin wanted to wait, and he certainly didn't expect to get a crash course all at once.
Not that he was objecting.
Or not taking it in and listening.
The most useful thing to him in the moment was knowing that it was firmly attached, but the rest was good. "Okay. Do you want me to avoid it in particular or just treat it like the rest of you?" Albeit without sensation.
The question was jarring, though he knew Obi-Wan meant well. Or at least he hoped Obi-Wan meant well.
His prosthetic was part of the rest of him. But he didn't want to have to explain the politics here. He wanted the moment they had just heart beats ago.
There were a lot of places that people didn't like to be touched, for a lot of reasons. That were parts of their bodies.
The phrasing may have been terrible, but his intent wasn't any more complicated than that.
"All right."
He is completely thrown, now, though and takes a second to blink and think and then grab both condom and lube from the couch cushions. "Can we go back to bed?" Maybe see if they could both try to settle down and rediscover the desire to do this, with the changed plan and necessary discussion done?
Oh, good, Anakin hadn’t made things irrevocably awkward. He latched on to Obi-Wan’s suggestion, nodded readily, and got up. He grabbed Obi-Wan’s free hand and led him up to his bed.
The walk let him clear his mind, switch back into the moment, and re-find his footing.
Once at his bed, he turned around to Obi-Wan and pulled him in to kiss him, slow but full of desire.
He threaded his fingers through Anakin's as he followed him back up to bed, and spent the walk itself doing much the same thing. Getting re-reassured and finding balance again.
That he had Anakin naked and holding his hand?
Really nice.
He let go of Anakin's hand to slide his fingers down from the base of Anakin's skull, all the way along his spine as he returned that kiss. He was pretty slow himself, but there was a lot of heat there it was just very focused heat.
Enough so that ultimately he moaned into the kiss and gently pushed Anakin to lay down.
Anakin didn't mind the push at all. He sat down and moved back, his hand grabbing Obi-Wan's to pull him on top.
This time, his kisses were more urgent. He didn't want to waste another moment worrying about how awkward this could be. His hand slipped down Obi-Wan's chest, over his stomach... his fingers lingered a while tracing the lines and counting muscles, but his hand eventually came back to Obi-Wan's cock.
The light, lingering, touches actually just about drove him out of his mind. There was something about them that was almost teasing and came damn close to making him make undignified, pleading, noises. To the degree that by the time Anakin's hand made it back to his cock, it was relief deepening his groan.
He settled over on his side pretty quickly, though carefully, so he could reach Anakin. Keep his hands on Anakin, sliding up the inside of his thighs, over his stomach and never quite touching his erection. Kept his mouth busy on Anakin's shoulder and throat and collarbone at the same time.
Yes, he was teasing a bit. Because he could, and also because naked was a big deal for Anakin, and slowing it down was a good idea.
Every time Obi-Wan's hands brushed past his cock, Anakin paused whatever he was doing - kissing, stroking Obi-Wan's cock - and his breath hitched. But he was doing that with just about every other touch as well. It had been so long since someone had touched him like this and it was just about overwhelming.
He loved it and let Obi-Wan know every time he groaned.
And he didn't want it to stop any time soon and that meant slowing things down a bit.
He moved his hand off Obi-Wan's cock and caught the other man's hand.
"Just need to go a little slower," he explained while rubbing his thumb along the side of Obi-Wan's hand.
"Okay," he said, easily, settled down beside Anakin, threaded his fingers through Anakin's, draped his ankle over Anakin's - lightly, not restraining or from terribly close, just a point of further contact. "Thank you for telling me." Not sarcasm that's outright praise and appreciation.
Anakin took his time playing with Obi-Wan's hand. Untangling their fingers so they touched palm to palm, moving his pointer finger down the palm side of Obi-Wan's pointer finger, then back to threading their fingers together again. This simple touch was enough to keep him present, but not overwhelmed.
When he felt like they'd paused long enough to let him catch up, he leaned back over to kiss Obi-Wan. He hooked his ankle around Obi-Wan's, pulling the other man's leg into the space between his own legs. And he tugged on Obi-Wan's hand to pull the man over him.
He was perfectly content to wait on Anakin to settle again and followed his lead back over top of Anakin just as readily. HE was still turned on, but more relaxed and -
leaned down to kiss Anakin, slowly.
"Would this be more comfortable for you if we switched back to the original plan?"
"Um-" How did he say this? This was bound to come up eventually, just now that they were here, it was as embarrassing as he'd expected. But he also knew he'd have to get comfortable with his next request because if he wanted sex, he couldn't skip this part.
Obi-Wan's guess was partially right. Anakin enjoyed either option, but logistically speaking, this first time since his accident, condom application was all in Obi-Wan's hands.
But Obi-Wan didn't ask. So Anakin didn't explain.
He smiled softly, grateful Obi-Wan wasn't going to make a deal about this. "Okay." And he nodded and pulled Obi-Wan closer so he could kiss him.
Yes, and it would have been the 'obvious' answer if it was his dick that was in need of a condom. As it stood, he wasn't going to psychoanalyze Anakin too hard, just accept another shift in plans and -
settled in close, wrapped his leg around one of Anakin's and slid his hand up along Anakin's chest to return that kiss. Slowly, but open mouthed and deeply, with just the occasional edge of teeth.
Anakin traced his fingers up Obi-Wan's back and then threaded his fingers through Obi-Wan's hair, tugging slightly. He welcomed Obi-Wan's leg wrapping around his and the closeness it brought. He kissed him some more - there was something to be said for going slow.
But there was something to be said for not waiting forever.
The next moment they paused to breathe, he said, "I'm ready. Where's the-" he looked around for where the lube had been set.
The sound he made when Anakin's hand threaded into his hair and tugged was frankly pretty close to being pornographic, all by itself - low, deep in his chest, but velvety soft. It was just an expression of pure, uninhibited, pleasure.
His eyes were a bit glassy and a little dazed when Anakin eased back to breathe. It took him a second to process the words, even.
But only a second. He licked his lips, looked around and found both condom and lube. "Which one? Or both?"
He could have opted to be entirely clinical about it. He didn't go that route.
Instead he popped the top of the lube open, spilled a generous amount into his hand and then took Anakin's hand in his, threaded their fingers together and leaned down and kissed him.
At that point, while bent down and kissing Anakin thoroughly but gently, he made sure to get Anakin's fingers thoroughly coated in the slick stuff.
Unsure what Obi-Wan was doing, Anakin almost protested. Did they really need that much lube on his fingers? But Obi-Wan moved fast enough that Anakin didn't have time to voice his shock. There was also the matter of Obi-Wan's mouth on his, which was intoxicating and distracting.
But he eventually understood the point of Obi-Wan's antics (and enjoyed the exuberance of there excessiveness) and he moved his hand down between Obi-Wan's legs. He waited until he was sure he had Obi-Wan's consent, and then he slowly pushed first one finger inside, and then, after letting Obi-Wan get used to the feeling of one, a second finger .
He was pretty comfortable in what they were going. Yes, there was a second of tension and a very faint burn, but the tightening that happened around Anakin's fingers was deliberate and accompanied by him pushing back onto them.
And he never even came close to losing his rhythm inside the kiss they were sharing together, though he did eventually have to breathe. More so since he was breathless and hard and still had to get the condom open.
"Am I?" Anakin wasn't so sure about that, he felt like he was bumbling through this as if it was his first sexual experience.
But then he realized Obi-Wan was struggling with the condom wrapper and he felt a wave of... reassurance. Reassurance that he wasn't the only one here encountering difficulties.
"Need help with that? I mean, I only have teeth to offer."
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Date: 2020-02-16 11:18 pm (UTC)He held up his prosthetic arm, it was gun-metal black. He was thinking of changing the color for fun, but hadn't gotten around to it yet. "My arm actually stops here-" He pointed to a spot on the prosthetic that would be a few inches down from his elbow, though the prosthetic had a carbon-fiber fabric that extended up above his elbow to kept the limb snug in place. "All the sensors that make it work are in this space. All the rest," he pointed to the lower part of the arm. "That's just mostly empty space to make it look like an arm as much as possible."
His scars, well, they were a mix of burns and lines where he'd been stitched back together. There was one that cut right through his Air Fore wings tattoo.
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Date: 2020-02-17 03:32 am (UTC)When Anakin was finished he had exactly one question he was concerned about.
"How careful do I need to be with and of it?" How breakable is it, mostly, is the question he's asking, or easily dislodged or likely to hurt something?
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Date: 2020-02-17 05:26 am (UTC)Anakin reached for Obi-Wan's hand with his robotic hand.
"I can't feel you in the fingers or palm when I do this," he laced their fingers. "But I can feel the whole thing move against this part," he tapped the base near his elbow. "And I can control it enough to bend my fingers a little," and then his fingers curled a bit around Obi-Wan's hand. "But you're not going to break it, the materials are pretty strong." He even tugged back with his hands to show how firmly attached it was to the rest of his arm. It didn't budge.
"I have to see what I am doing if I do things with it, so it's better if I just use it to brace myself rather than try any fancy tricks."
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Date: 2020-02-17 03:58 pm (UTC)Not that he was objecting.
Or not taking it in and listening.
The most useful thing to him in the moment was knowing that it was firmly attached, but the rest was good. "Okay. Do you want me to avoid it in particular or just treat it like the rest of you?" Albeit without sensation.
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Date: 2020-02-18 01:41 am (UTC)His prosthetic was part of the rest of him. But he didn't want to have to explain the politics here. He wanted the moment they had just heart beats ago.
"Just avoid it, I'll keep it out of the way."
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Date: 2020-02-20 04:15 pm (UTC)The phrasing may have been terrible, but his intent wasn't any more complicated than that.
"All right."
He is completely thrown, now, though and takes a second to blink and think and then grab both condom and lube from the couch cushions. "Can we go back to bed?" Maybe see if they could both try to settle down and rediscover the desire to do this, with the changed plan and necessary discussion done?
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Date: 2020-02-20 08:10 pm (UTC)The walk let him clear his mind, switch back into the moment, and re-find his footing.
Once at his bed, he turned around to Obi-Wan and pulled him in to kiss him, slow but full of desire.
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Date: 2020-02-20 10:48 pm (UTC)He threaded his fingers through Anakin's as he followed him back up to bed, and spent the walk itself doing much the same thing. Getting re-reassured and finding balance again.
That he had Anakin naked and holding his hand?
Really nice.
He let go of Anakin's hand to slide his fingers down from the base of Anakin's skull, all the way along his spine as he returned that kiss. He was pretty slow himself, but there was a lot of heat there it was just very focused heat.
Enough so that ultimately he moaned into the kiss and gently pushed Anakin to lay down.
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Date: 2020-02-21 03:05 am (UTC)This time, his kisses were more urgent. He didn't want to waste another moment worrying about how awkward this could be. His hand slipped down Obi-Wan's chest, over his stomach... his fingers lingered a while tracing the lines and counting muscles, but his hand eventually came back to Obi-Wan's cock.
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Date: 2020-02-24 11:37 pm (UTC)He settled over on his side pretty quickly, though carefully, so he could reach Anakin. Keep his hands on Anakin, sliding up the inside of his thighs, over his stomach and never quite touching his erection. Kept his mouth busy on Anakin's shoulder and throat and collarbone at the same time.
Yes, he was teasing a bit. Because he could, and also because naked was a big deal for Anakin, and slowing it down was a good idea.
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Date: 2020-02-25 02:51 am (UTC)He loved it and let Obi-Wan know every time he groaned.
And he didn't want it to stop any time soon and that meant slowing things down a bit.
He moved his hand off Obi-Wan's cock and caught the other man's hand.
"Just need to go a little slower," he explained while rubbing his thumb along the side of Obi-Wan's hand.
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Date: 2020-03-02 01:08 am (UTC)When he felt like they'd paused long enough to let him catch up, he leaned back over to kiss Obi-Wan. He hooked his ankle around Obi-Wan's, pulling the other man's leg into the space between his own legs. And he tugged on Obi-Wan's hand to pull the man over him.
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Date: 2020-03-02 01:58 am (UTC)leaned down to kiss Anakin, slowly.
"Would this be more comfortable for you if we switched back to the original plan?"
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Date: 2020-03-02 04:28 am (UTC)"Um-" How did he say this? This was bound to come up eventually, just now that they were here, it was as embarrassing as he'd expected. But he also knew he'd have to get comfortable with his next request because if he wanted sex, he couldn't skip this part.
"I'll... need help with the condom."
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Date: 2020-03-02 04:31 am (UTC)He didn't, but he wanted to.
He also knew it was awkward for Anakin to ask, but: "It'll be fun," he promises. For both of them done right. Lots and lots and lots of fun.
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Date: 2020-03-02 04:48 am (UTC)But Obi-Wan didn't ask. So Anakin didn't explain.
He smiled softly, grateful Obi-Wan wasn't going to make a deal about this. "Okay." And he nodded and pulled Obi-Wan closer so he could kiss him.
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Date: 2020-03-03 03:13 pm (UTC)settled in close, wrapped his leg around one of Anakin's and slid his hand up along Anakin's chest to return that kiss. Slowly, but open mouthed and deeply, with just the occasional edge of teeth.
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Date: 2020-03-13 04:56 am (UTC)But there was something to be said for not waiting forever.
The next moment they paused to breathe, he said, "I'm ready. Where's the-" he looked around for where the lube had been set.
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Date: 2020-03-18 09:10 pm (UTC)His eyes were a bit glassy and a little dazed when Anakin eased back to breathe. It took him a second to process the words, even.
But only a second. He licked his lips, looked around and found both condom and lube. "Which one? Or both?"
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Date: 2020-03-18 10:45 pm (UTC)Instead he popped the top of the lube open, spilled a generous amount into his hand and then took Anakin's hand in his, threaded their fingers together and leaned down and kissed him.
At that point, while bent down and kissing Anakin thoroughly but gently, he made sure to get Anakin's fingers thoroughly coated in the slick stuff.
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Date: 2020-03-19 02:47 am (UTC)But he eventually understood the point of Obi-Wan's antics (and enjoyed the exuberance of there excessiveness) and he moved his hand down between Obi-Wan's legs. He waited until he was sure he had Obi-Wan's consent, and then he slowly pushed first one finger inside, and then, after letting Obi-Wan get used to the feeling of one, a second finger .
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Date: 2020-03-19 03:06 am (UTC)And he never even came close to losing his rhythm inside the kiss they were sharing together, though he did eventually have to breathe. More so since he was breathless and hard and still had to get the condom open.
"You're perfect."
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Date: 2020-03-19 03:42 am (UTC)But then he realized Obi-Wan was struggling with the condom wrapper and he felt a wave of... reassurance. Reassurance that he wasn't the only one here encountering difficulties.
"Need help with that? I mean, I only have teeth to offer."
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